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On Beauty

About 10 years ago during our routine Saturday phone call, my father asked me an amazing question, “Why does seeing something beautiful make a person cry?” 

I was honored that he asked me such a powerful question and I’ve been thinking about it ever since.

In my lifetime, I've seen some beautiful things that have made me cry.

When I was 17-years-old and an exchange student in Spain, I walked down a dark corridor inside a church, turned a corner, and saw a huge painting (10 by 16 feet), El Greco’s “The Burial of the Count of Orgaz.”

That was 1972, but I vividly remember the colors in it: the metallic gold, the reds, and the grays and how the elongated faces and figures dripped emotion. I remember the awe I felt in seeing that the artist had painted a sheer white gown over a black velvet robe (lower right).

I stood quite close to it for as long as the guide would allow.


For many, the natural world evokes wonderment. About 25 years ago, on a trip to rural Canada, I saw the Milky Way in the night sky. I saw the depth of space. This was the first time I fully understood why ancient peoples considered unusual celestial events, like comets, to be momentous. I saw more than stars in that sky.

"When I admire the wonder of a sunset or the beauty 
of the moon, my soul expands in worship of the creator." Mahatma Gandhi


For a long time I’ve considered symmetry to be the mark of beauty. I guess I’m talking about design perfection. In the garden, I see so much symmetry; it’s in the plants, in the birds, and in the bugs.

My sister, Kit, and I were wowed last year when we visited the Museum of Modern Art in New York City. I keep thinking about experiencing Henri Rousseau’s "Sleeping Gypsy." It took my breath away.


I’m ready to begin another torn paper collage. And while I don’t profess to be able to generate awe with my work, I can learn more about beautiful things by studying them closely and recreating them in my own way.

My dad is gone almost a year now, but the impact he had on my life continues.

"Anyone who keeps the ability to see beauty never grows old."
Franz Kafka

Comments

robyn Burckhardt said…
great post, Holly. Takes me back to teaching art history- wish you were in my class!
Holly Cusumano said…
robyn, you are in a class by yourself.
Anonymous said…
Holly - You are a gifted artist AND writer. Thanks for sharing your gifts with us! Anne
Emma said…
I enjoyed this post...and it's a great question!

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